I have started to feel the urge to play again or at least playing doesnt fill me with a sense of hopelessness anymore. My optimism is back. I now feel like i can play this game and win again. It is a good feeling!
I want to thank everyone for the encouragement and comments over the pass few months. I really appreciate it.
BTW. I changed the format of my blog and lost my blog roll again. I will be adding blogs back asap. But if you don't see you're blog after a week please leave a comment and i will link you right away.